i think

it is time to start a new blog, hidden away, for my eyes only, like a journel but i also have a very nice notebook for my secret santa. so i can not decide.

I’m lost.

What do you do? Do you hold on to memories or banish them? Do you try to be brave? Do you forget them, do you hate them? When your promised the world….

NAIVE

My Bus Stop

Hard at work.

Classical architectural elements found in Brighton, for my first lecture worksheet. It was a beautiful day so I went for an explore of local buildings.

brand spanky new

so the decision after discussions with my friends and adam, I shall keep this blog but I am a two timer. My new blog is really for my family but if you click the link then it won’t be too difficult to understand why, but I think it will be nice for my friends to check on me too.

sooooo http://myhomefromhome.wordpress.com/ 

hopefully I’ll start posting when I have settled in at my new home. Very exciting!!!

yes please

” I am a professional dreamer” Philip Stark.

That is a profession I want to join.

goodbyes

I didn’t think I’d be sad to see people for the last time, but my friend James shouted back to the car he loved me and Adam. It made me super sad, then I was sad in the car, luckily when I got home there was a giant pile of chocolate and a dog to hug. 

I can’t believe I’m not seeing Adam till november. Oh Golly, what am I going to do.

side note

even though they are very warped and exceedingly strange i know that my friends who matter, not the fibbers and ditchers and never see-ers, my brother and my dad. will pull on the heart strings when i live in brighton. they may change their blog, without a note so i think they hate me, or create tensions in my family that i end up sitting on my bed all day, head in hands. i may feel left behind, but then why should i act that in front of them, they get it. but they don’t want to have it plastered across my face that i feel so far away from them i could on another planet.

i do housework they do life drawing classes. thats why i want to leave because as soon as i leave there will be a balance, i can talk about stuff i do, share experience, ones that i haven’t had yet.

Come on, look at us and tell me we are completely normal?!?!

 

p.s blog your days are number, sorry its was a short ride, but i’m tired and you never give me any satisfaction. x

Farewell to the fairground.

I am ready to leave this city and my warped friends and family. 

It seems I won’t be missed, I can just be deleted and replaced. 

I’m going to miss Adam but I’m ready for Brighton.

i’m always in this twilight.

I went charity shopping with my friend Claire a while back. We had a awesome time, this was my find a hat. The necklace is from Adam, it is a lil bird. That is my lovely room behind.